"It hadn’t been this bad the first few years; in the first two, in fact, there had been moments when he thought he’d felt that treasured and familiar presence waiting, watching. But as the years passed - and it became clear that he was and would always be alone, Sovvan-night had become an occasion for profound depression unless he was very careful not to give in to it."
(If you're like, 'I totally didn't see that coming,' it's because I didn't foreshadow it in the slightest. Because I just came up with it. It's not my fault, I was very affected by Monk OP's passionate defense of Tylendel. And I get distracted by porn.)
Re: Fill- Vanyel/Blanket 3/4 - A Restful Night (Porn!...and fantasy dubcon?)
Magic's Promise:
"It hadn’t been this bad the first few years; in the first two, in fact, there had been moments when he thought he’d felt that treasured and familiar presence waiting, watching. But as the years passed - and it became clear that he was and would always be alone, Sovvan-night had become an occasion for profound depression unless he was very careful not to give in to it."
(If you're like, 'I totally didn't see that coming,' it's because I didn't foreshadow it in the slightest. Because I just came up with it. It's not my fault, I was very affected by Monk OP's passionate defense of Tylendel. And I get distracted by porn.)
...I'm going to have to rewrite this so hard.