ohhhh my god. Van's thought process all through this is so. well. done. All that paranoia and self-hate and self-denial because he's so afraid he is of wanting Lendel, or anything except what he's been used to. The way he's lost parts of his life. He's so beaten down, how is Lendel going to get through to him? I can't wait to see all of this resolved.
Re: FILL: Tylendel/Vanyel - Orders - 3/?
ohhhh my god. Van's thought process all through this is so. well. done. All that paranoia and self-hate and self-denial because he's so afraid he is of wanting Lendel, or anything except what he's been used to. The way he's lost parts of his life. He's so beaten down, how is Lendel going to get through to him? I can't wait to see all of this resolved.